Okay, but I'm getting off topic, I guess the message I try to send is that myself, as a person has finally figured out their style and maybe a little intimidating at first(I have a bad case of RBF), especially when I'm in my street wear inspired outfits. But then there's other days like yesterday, okay now I need to put in that story. So this student teacher dude in my class made all the girls with long hair scrunchies so is they forget a hair tie, he can give us one to put our hair up when were in the sewing room. I'm usually not a fan of scrunchies but when I got this red scrunchy with this sort of cartoon floral pattern on it.... I FELL IN LOVE. Planned a whole outfit around it, it was awesome(really wish I had a picture to put in here). But yeah, that look was super fun and I completely picked up the vibe the outfit was giving off. Like I was unusually enthusiastic and energized while at school and I just looked and acted like someone people would want to be friends with. That was a really cool change, it was fun, and I looked like someone who didn't hate everyone for a day. Again, the whole message thing changes day to day, but I hope my outfits are somewhat inspiring to people. You know that saying "fake it till you make it", that's what I do everyday. My outfits definitely have more confidence than me but hey, people think I'm confident because of them so that's good message to be giving off.
It's completely different when I see other people and think about their vibe. It's actually kind of funny listening to me talk about other people's outfits because I never say anything negative I just sort of think about what kind of music they listen to or other random stuff. And when I see a girl or a guy in an outfit that just looks so bomb I just longingly stare at them, wishing I was friends with them because they just look so cool and I want to be cool like them and I want to hang out with them and borrow their clothes and I wonder if they like my clothes maybe we could swap. I don't know, just stuff like that. But I'm just too shy and get that whole "ugh I'm so annoying" feeling and try to just accept the fact that I will never see them again and their amazing outfit will become a distant memory.... oh well.
And thems the facts.
*creds to the genius who started saying this at the end of every Wikipedia page
u r hot
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